sian.. so tired.. juz reach hm not long only.. lolx.. as i said.. went to sentosa wif caren n meng.. i was suppose to meet both of them at bukit batok at 330.. but as usual.. caren was late again! zZz! den was chatting wif meng n waiting for her at the same time.. she is forever soooooooooooooo slow!! argHx! bth!  lolx..

den when she reach.. den realise we shuld not wait at the mrt station.. cuz we muz walk to danny's hse there to take bus 188.. zZz! so we walk there lor.. n we actually miss a bus.. haf to wait quite long.. lolx.. den take bus to harbourfront.. den change to the sentosa bus.. den reach there.. realised that it's still very very early.. still got 1 hr then the performance start.. so the 3 of us was so bo liao untill we actually went to take monorail 1 rd.. n the train was movin in a very very slow speed.. can zZz! lolx..

den finally reach le.. den we walked lor.. not bad.. of cuz not bad la.. they got gold for 3 consecutive syf lor.. lolx.. den saw my fren renard.. he's playin the firz clarinet part.. den caren's ahem.. was playin the oboe.. he's in the alumni ma.. hmm.. den listen listen listen.. den hungry le.. after finish.. went to BK.. den sun bian wait for danny lor.. lolx..

after finish eating.. the 3 of us + danny went to walk walk.. danny n caren walked together.. make me n meng so extra.. reli lehz.. so paiseh~ den danny n caren took foto.. den me.. caren.. meng took foto oso.. lolx.. can say the danny is a very very lame guy.. cannot tahan his lameness.. lolx.. den after that we took the blue line bus ard sentosa one rd.. den off we went hm le.. took 188 again.. caren n danny alight firz.. den follow by me.. den meng.. lolx.. ok la.. at least dun need to rot at hm.. but tmr got a maths test.. die lor.. haven study.. lolx..

yea.. tdy actually got tuition one.. but hor.. teacher got interview at 2 i tink.. den hor.. she haf to go off after my cousin havin tuition.. hahaz! so she will juz go thru wif me the A maths function for tmr's test.. den she will go.. anyway.. i goin out to meet caren n meng at 330 oso.. we goin to sentosa to watch danny's sch.. commonwealth's concert lor.. travel so far den only 35mins concert.. caren.. u very wei da hor.. lolx..

hmm.. let c.. friday after lesson.. went to Tanglin wif jeslyn.. winnie.. jane.. we took taxi to clementi to meet angela.. n den we took bus to tanglin to meet yumin.. weet! so fun.. love combining wif tanglin pple.. we play lots of pieces.. Singapore Rhapsody [ our set piece which we only need to play movement 1, but at there we also try out movement 2 ], casanova, song and dance, cant take my eyes off you, into the joy of spring, overture in the new age.. n forgot le.. sumthing lidat la.. lolx.. so fun.. was sitting in between joyce n tan shin.. havin fun play n chatting wif them too.. all of us tot of goin there next wk.. lalalala~

den ytd is fuhua's open hse.. we needa play 3 times in concert.. lolx.. i was so tired n sick of mr phor's n mr ong's speech by the end of the 3rd concert.. mr ong is practically reading from his script.. n mr phor seemed to me memorising frm the script.. even examples oso use the same.. sick man.. lolx! but had quite a fun time there.. hahaZ! at nitex meng still ask whether our performance got koyak anot.. liews.. he so sad one.. nvmz.. muz prove him wrong.. hahaz! k la.. i go revise A maths le.. bb! take care everyone! n one more thing.. dunno y sch hols hor.. i still so busy.. busy untill not enuff slp ah!!! lolx..

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i m just feeling so tired!! ytd actually 9+ den reach hm.. the rehearsal.. mr phor gave so many bad bad comments for all the cca ... zZz! oh ya.. the syf set piece is out.. finally.. but looks difficult.. lots of running notes.. i wanna faint.. the title is "Singapore Rhapsody".. title is nice.. dunno song nice anot.. lolx..
tdy whole day in clz study study study study.. so sian.. something like missing.. oso dunno wad.. haiz.. nvMz.. heck.. k la.. tdy blog abit can le.. cuz need go study le.. tmr got ting xie.. next monday got A maths test.. sianz.. hols oso got test.. counted to next yr oso de.. nvMz.. jiayOux for all those taking O level ba.. gd lucK n study hard hard wor!


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Facts of life
Thing happen to everybody every hour, minute, sencond... it could be the simplest of things... starting with home work or just listening to music. But there are things in life which are just so huge that it warrants attention from you. To really focus all that you got on it, to put all emotions there. something like a jolt to break the daily flow of events. maybe a friend let out a secret of yours, or your parents divorced or perhaps you broke up with someone...

These things are beyond your control, no one can control what is ment to be. but that does not mean you have no control over your life. everything you do will go around a simple word equation, " Cause---> effect"  if you wore ankle socks and got scolded for it, its not because you cant control it, you could have wore normal socks. On the other hand, what you could not have controled about that situation was the person to walk over and conicidentally look towards your shoes. But do bare this in mind, at the end of the day, yoru life will be back to what you almost started with. what you would noramlly do( unless you some how become clinically insane or perhaps end up as a veggie due to some attempt at suicide and failed). It was as if that uncanny event even didnt occured at all. The mind works in its own mysterious way and after some time, the state of mind returns to familiar one.

Its something like a rain shower... it could be sunny and bright one instant. But it cou;d be raining heavily the next. yet after some time, the rain stops, the sun comes out and dries the place. After an hour or so, there will be no trace that a shower occured just a little more then an hour ago. The rain was nothing more then something extra in life to make things more intersting. Sadly, most people do not take thigns that way, instead they hate the rain and take things to the extremes and start falling into the bottomlesss pit of depression. Thinking the whole world is against them. These tiny " rain showers" are nothing more then a little spice in life to make it juicy and to give you time to think of ways to bypass those problems. Thats how the raincoat was formed!

i m feelin so xing ku.. ytd nite keep vomiting dunno y.. vomit untill i oso scared.. throat so pain.. altogether i vomitted 7 times.. scary rite? still nvMz.. it's like on 1/2 an hr basis de.. every 1/2 an hr.. i'll vomit de.. b4 that my gastric will pain like hell.. the whole nite i was rollin on my bed.. can slp. haiZ! den in the end.. mummy say bu dui jing.. den together wif daddy.. they bring me to c doctor.. cuz if nv c.. n if i vomit over.. will ended in hospital de.. so go to blk 500++ there.. cuz there's one 24hrs the clinic ma.. reach there went to c doctor lor.. den doctor say my gastric is quite a serious one.. if continue to pain muz go c specialist.. den after that.. he say since i vomitted 7 times.. he force me to haf injection.. liews.. i was huggin onto my mummy lor.. dunno y.. i suddenly so scared of the needle.. nearly burst into tears.. pain ah! den went out pay bills.. zZz! one injection + consultation + midnite fees + medicine is $120!!! oh my~ reli ex lor.. but mummy say no choice.. zzZ!

reach hm.. actually wanna slp de.. but gastric pain like hell.. so mummy give me eat medicine.. zZz! den went to slp.. den ard 8+.. i actually woke up.. n vomit again.. zZz! 8th time.. zZz! den after vomit when back to slp.. den juz nw mummy cook porridge for me.. but no taste one.. is totally watery one.. haiZ.. but i c the food i no appetite le.. dunno y..

den juz mummy came hm.. touch me forehead.. den say i izzit got fever.. so i take thermometer to measure.. dotx de.. 38.4degree celcius.. den mummy gib me panadol.. sian sia.. tmr still muz accompany mr phor n mr lim n one more student to Qifa pri sch.. den muz rush back for lesson.. n after that got band till 5+.. haiZ.. no life liaOz.. i m juz so tired...


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got back some of the results.. hmm..  no.. is most of the results.. k la.. some c le very happy.. some c le can cry ah.. but it's over.. nw muz concentrate more on next yr.. i gonna get gd results.. yes! change tuition tr le.. my ex tuition tr goin to USA to work.. change to this one oso got teach bio.. hehe.. so happy.. lolx.. somemore her name is oso cor xinrong.. den she everytime use eg as her.. den i find it so farnie. .cuz same name as boo! hahaZ! lalala~ anyway. .tdy haf band. .finally.. we played phantom of the opera.. nice nice.. but hope can play more songs.. hahaz~ that's all i guess..

tdy is sat!! woke up at 8.. den realised that i goin to b late for tuition.. so rush all the way there.. in the end .. while goin to reach the bukit batok mrt station.. kuanyee cored.. said that mr barton had already reached clarence's hse liaOz.. dotx.. i started to kan chiong.. den walked very fast.. nearly knocked down by the car.. hahaz~

den reach le.. haf tuition.. mr barton is sure a farnie man.. lolx.. was practically luffing all the way.. anyway.. i got a new lame joke told by mr barton.. hehe! tell ur on monday.. dun go -.-" can liaOz.. wahahah!

after tuition.. we gave a present to mr barton n took foto wif him.. mr barton.. kuanyee.. clarence.. albert n me.. lolx.. den kuanyee still take solo pic wif him.. hahaZ~ so farnie de.. den after that albert went to his ah ma's hse le..

den me n kuanyee stayed at clarence's hse.. they 2 study.. i play.. haha! lalala~ exams over  le wad.. anyway.. den we haf fish porridge.. clarence's mama cook de.. nice! lolx..

still do sth stupid.. serve drinks to caren n her frens.. lolx.. yao feng le.. k la.. update till her.. i needa go prepare to go for my theory lesson le.. take care every1~!! heheZ!

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